puasa ekadasi

hari ini.. melakukan puasa ekadasi yg sudah skian lama tdk sy lakukan lagi

mulai mencoba untuk lebih baik dgn menjalani puasa ekadasi

makan sayuran dan buah2an selama 30 jam, 2 kali sebulan kan bukan hal yg berat


berharap bisa memperbaiki diri.. belajar menahan nafsu
dan sedikit ngerayu Tuhan spy doa2 bsa d kabulkan :)
dear God :
today.. i've tried my best to be closer to you
thank you for all of your wonderful gift for me
thank you for giving me a very wonderful family and friends
bless my parent and my sisters
give a good place for my dad in heaven
help me to be a Suputra child for my mom and dad
all i wanna do is make them happy and proud of me
finally.. bless Linglung... open up his heart for me God... tell him that I care,tell him that I like him.. tell him that I'll be waiting for him
is he the answer of my question?? show me God...
if it is him.. let us united
but if its not.. just take him away from me,and help me to erase this deep feeling
no one else could help me.. only you the one and only...